Disappearing Act.

Make up your mind already

I'm on my knees

demanding for you to please

just stop messing with me

one minute you're here

the next you're gone

and it all seems so wrong

this disappearing act you pull 

I see you 

now I don't 

You'll be here forever 

then no you wont

Just make up your mind 

I'm tired of second guessing myself

of playing games

I'd be fine if it was anyone else 

and I've been living in confusion 

constant contradiction 

and you're all of my frustrations. 

but my favorite addiction. 

I can play the game you play

a little too well 

I've learned from you

and can put you in hell 

now you see me 

now you don't 

I'll always be here

Just kidding 

you know I won't 

but it hurts so I stand 

and take blow after blow 

but make up your mind 

Are you here or not? 

I need to know